bad at choices

standing on the edge of so much
she cannot make a decision
to create or procreate
the idea of the latter involves
process and progress
and well um, lots of work

the choice is no longer hers
as she totally flaked on
the backupmethod thingie
so...what shall be will be
and such and thee

she likes it when choices
that are hard
are out of her hands
and then once they are
decided,
with it,
much is defined
sort of outlined.

easier to see...
the "out of her control"
somehow reigned in
by the flourescent yellow
of the highlighter

(it's funny
back in the day
MOST of the page
lit up like the sun)

she is terrible
at choices;
even this one.

for now,
she is done.

life is fun