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flutterbee trickles
like fun filled tickles;
euphoria that
can tiptoe ever so
slightly over that
line, imaginary and suddenly

shards of PAIN

worry, doubt,
and regret
she never wished
to walk about
nevermind talk about

having everything
you wish for
presents itself
precariously

a paradigm of expectations
fulfilled

and then flattened

a line of straight blandness
steamrolled day after
day, new concrete
dark and then not
as much

peaks and valleys
manufactured

when she walks
her bones on that
elliptical machine at the
gym, each day a whim

her psyche LAUGHS
at the symbolism of
the endless effortless

pretending.

but what for?

this IS everything she
yearned for.

and more.